Hay

It's so cold outside. Hay.
Have this christmas-y feeling building up.
Hay.

I'll be attending mass tomorrow at 4 am.
Darn it. I missed 3 masses already.
That means I can't wish for anything.
Ganda pa naman ng wish ko.
Hay. Oh well. I'll be reserving that wish on my birthday.

Between you and me.. I'll wish for everyone to be happy.
Happy, contented and living a worry-free life just like me?
Haha. Not quite yet. I'm still on the process of rebuilding myself.
Doing the "new" me. Someone who's not afraid to leave the past.

I'll be a somebody.
I'm gonna be a successful cardio-thoracic surgeon after 8 years.
You'll be seeing a more focused, more matured me next year.

Just me.
Real, single and not looking.

If you're reading this. This song's for you...

USED TO LOVE YOU
John Legend

Lyrics :
Baby, It's me... Maybe I bore you
No, No it's my fault cause I can't afford you
Maybe baby Puffy, Jay Z
Could all be better for you
Cause all I could do was love you

Baby when I used to love you
There's nuttin that I wouldn't do
I'd twist through the fire for you
Anything you asked me to
But I'm tired of living this lie
It's getting harder to justify
I realize that I just don't love you
Not like I used to
Holla Holla Holla (yeaaahh)
Holla holla holla (yeah, yeah, uh, uh)

Maybe I should rob somebody
So we could live like Whitney and Bobby
It's probably my fault
My bad, My loss
You are the cause
All I could do was love you

Baby when i used to love you
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd twist through the fire for you
Anything you asked me to
But I'm tired of living this lie
It's getting harder to justify
I realize that I just don't love you
Not like I used to
Holla Holla Holla (yeaaahh)
Holla holla holla (yeah, yeah)

Oh! I used to (wheeen I used to)
Love you (used to... Love you)
Oh! But I don't (baby no not any more... I don't love you)
Love you (noooo, used to ... love you)
Oh! I used to used to love you
You're gonna miss me now...

No drama, no lies... ~ abi03