Monday, October 31, 2005

Ugh

Not in the mood to write anything.... Ughhhh.....

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Kikay?

SInce I was having so much problems right now, I decided to unwind by pampering myself. My hair and nails were brought back to life and i'm very pleased with how they looked now. Hay. Next week enrollment na namin! Hay so much for the sembreak. :(

Morning

I woke up and I thought it was only 6 am. Aba lo and behold, pagtingin ko sa oras ng aking celfone, jaraaaaan! 7:20 am na! It's a rainy day for us here in the Metro folks, better bring your umbrellas to work and if you're a student na currently on a sembreak (like me), just sit back and relax. :)

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

20 Things About ME

I've done a list before pero dahil sa wala akong ginagawa today, gumawa ulit ako ng bago:

1. My real and complete name is: Abigail Dalawangbayan Ruidera. If you're reading this: Love that name or i'll kick your butt.
2. Birthday: January 8, 1986, so technically i'm still 19 years old.
3. I live in a two-storey (or maybe 3 if you consider the attic as another floor) house in a suburbian place here in Las Pinas. My room is colored pink and I love sleeping in my yellow bed (I really don't believe in color coordination).
4. I bruise (pasa) everytime my blood is taken. I have a nasty black and blue one on my arm.
5. I studied at Divine Light Academy for 12 years (from preschool to high school). Don't ask me why I stayed there, basta I did.
6. I resigned as Class President when I was in 1st year high school. I even submitted a formal resignation letter to our class adviser.
7. I appeared on Channel [V] when I was in 2nd year high school. I requested for this song: Agent Orange by Slapshock My name was misspelled (It should by A-B-I not A-b-b-y). Dang!
8. I appeared on Channel 2 - Sunday TV Mass during my elementary years. I saw Aiza Seguerra and Kathleen Go-Kieng. I was with our school's choir that time kaya ako nakasama. I wore my school uniform and hideous bloody red lipstick. I looked like a trying hard whore. Dang!
9. I was interviewed in Angelo Palmones' radio program: "Bago Yan Ah!" together with my two schoolmates, Cyreene and Isobelle. We were there because of our "very innovative" investigatory project: Fly trap made from Crushed Pineapple and Gumamela Extract. Innovative nga!
10. I had 4 boyfriend(ssss) in the past. One was from UP Los Banos (when I was in 2nd year high school), one was from Adamson (3rd year high), one from TIP (3rd year college) and one (very, very recent) from UA&P (pretty boy!).
11. I have one bestfriend, we're super close hanggang ngayon. Her name is Stephanie Monique Del Rosario. She lives in Cadena de Amor St, just four blocks (apat na kanto) away from my house. She's currently studying at Mapua and is very happy with her boyfriend (oops, fiance pala) Jonas. Bes!
12. I enrolled in an acting workshop in CCP way way before. I made some friends there (Patricia, Alex, Georgina...). Meron na ata akong clasmmate na naging artista. Si Derna Olivia Patricio or Den-Den who appeared in Filipinas as the wife of Victor Neri. My mentor, Ms. Sherry Lara, appeared in movies: Crying Ladies (Eric Quizon's mom) and in Azucena.
13. I'm currently a senior BS Biology student in the University of the Philippines (Manila). Just a few more units and I'll be graduating next year (hopefully!).
14. I plan to take up medicine after. So I have more or less 6 years of schooling left.
15. I want to be either: a forensic scientist like Gil Grissom in CSI or... a neurologist (kinda like my grandfather - my grandmother's brother, Dr. Leovigildo Isabela, resident neurosurgeon in UST Hospital)
16. I dream of becoming filthy rich. After I reach that "dream," I'll become a barrio doctor and give up all the luxuries I have. :p
17. I love to cook. I love to try new stuffs sa kitchen, and wellll.. my family loves my cooking, so I must be good!
18. I'm a home-buddy. I don't like going out much.
19. I smoked before (pero hindi po ako chain-smoker), siguro one stick pag may problema (huwaaaat?). Pero ndi na ngayon. Good girl na po ako.
20. I don't drink cuz I'm allergic to any alcoholic beverage (I'll die if I eat fruit cake).

So there.

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Monday, October 24, 2005

A Love Story

There was once a girl who loved a guy so much. Painful break-ups, funny encounters, name every event and the girl was there for him. The guy appreciated the girl's effort and tried to reciprocate the girl's feelings. But there was a huge problem, even if they have special relationship with each other, they can't be together, for the guy loved somebody else... Greater than what he felt for the girl who was always there. But the girl didn't mind, for as long as they talked and bonded, she sticked around, even if it killed her inside.

Years passed and they kept in touch until one day, the girl just stopped talking to the guy. She changed her number and moved out of her house. The guy was confused and looked for the girl. But nobody knew where she was. Her parents refused to talk to him and her friends didn't know her where-abouts.

A month had passed and the guy gave up in searching for the girl. He moved on from the loss and lived his life back again.

Days, weeks, and months had gone by and it was nearing christmas day.

The guy received a card from the girl. He read it and here's what the girl said to him:

"By the time you reach this card, I'm probably gone now. I'm sorry I didn't fight for my feelings for you. I was always there waiting for you but you never came. I hope you'll be happy with her because that's what I always wanted. Your hapiness..."

Thinking that it was just a cruel trick played on him, he went to the girl's house to demand for an explanation. But instead of finding the girl there, her lifeless body lying on a casket was all he found. Her parents explained to him that the girl suffered from leukemia. Her parents gave the guy all the letters the girl wrote for him when she was in the hospital.

He read them all and tears fell because he made a mistake. He didn't realize how much the girl loved him. He blamed himself for being a jerk. The girl never complained for every pain that the guy caused him. She was always there, waiting.

If only tears can bring her back... If only....

Another post

Medyo nilulubos-lubos ko na ang pagpopost dahil dadating na yung kuya ko later from nowhere. Hay. I'm so unproductive today. Eto lang ang nagawa ko for today:

1. Natapos ang bagong lay-out (Yay!)
2. Kumain at nagluto
3. Nanood ng t.v.
4. Nanood ng t.v.
5. Nanood ng t.v.

Unproductive no? Ok lang yan. Di nga ako nakokonsensya eh, paano naman puro trabaho ako last week. Walang pahinga, pati Sabado may trabaho sa thesis. Hay. Bukas mukha hindi pa rin ako makakapunta dahil mukhang dadalhin ako sa doctor. Bakit? Nagtataka ako kung bakit tuwing kukunan ako ng dugo eh nagpapasa yung braso ko. I have a nasty one nga ngayon eh dahil nagpakuha ako ng dugo yesterday. Hay. I maybe sick with leukemia. Nah..

Ei guys, if you're reading this, please pray for my little cousin. He has Hirschsprung's disease (Please click the link for more information), oh wait, icoconfirm pa tomorrow kung yun nga. Sana naman hindi dahil surgery lang 'yung hope niya if ever. Problemado nga yung parents niya dahil 3 years old pa lang siya tas doctors will have to cut him up agad. Hay. I really love him so much and I hate to see him suffer. So sana hindi naman Hirchsprung sana mild constipation lang. Tas tomorrow, he'll undergo colonoscopy. Hay. Sana hindi na lang siya yung nagkaganun. Hay. We were looking forward to his program sa school this Saturday. He'll be reciting "Little Boy Blue" sa school. Hay. I sure hope and pray na wala siyang grabeng sakit. :c

Ayun. Yun po muna. :)

New Lay-out

Finally, I finished the new lay-out. I downloaded this skin from Blogskins and tweeked it a bit. The original skin was "Vintage Apples" and I don't think my blog is not about Apples, so I changed it to Vintage Dreams. Well I do like the 50's era, with all the "petticoated" women and all that black and white stuff. In fairness to the maker or "author" of the original skin, I liked the lay-out (it's simple and navigation is easy) so I retained it (thanks to whoever you are!).

So if you guys would like to say somethin' or react to my new lay-out, please write a comment on this post. I would appreciate them soI can improve my blog (my journal).. :)
Kay sarap ng may minamahal
Ang daigdig ay may kulay at buhay
At kahit na may pagkukulang ka
Isang halik mo lang limot ko na

Sana sa akin ka na lang. :c

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Prelude sa bagong kwentong naisip ko. Abangan.

Monday, October 17, 2005

OMG

OMG I saw my batchmate's pictures sa yahoo groups. My gulay. You guys were wild! Buti ala ako dun. Haha. :)

Damn!

Saturday, October 15, 2005

u know why?

U know why I can't stay? The more time I spend talking to you, the more I get hurt. I can't move on while you're still there. Siguro dati I can't live without you by my side kaso ngayon.. Iba na. The more time I stay, the more bad thoughts. Thoughts of getting you back. I don't want that. I don't want to ruin your relationship. You're happy now.

That's why I can't stay. I need to find my own happiness.
Im watching me make a fool of myself
Silently speaking my wish to be free
Turning my world inside out
Spin my emotions building my doubt
I fed on this strangeness plain and true
But there was nothing beneathe it i knew
I see myself falling falling from grace
My life fading without grace
Im tired of waiting here fo you
Cant waste my time, im leaving you
Im watching me make a fool of myself
Silently speaking my wish to be free
Turning my world inside out
Spin my emotions building my doubt
And now that youve taken the world out of me
Im left with my body hanging free
As lovers come and comfort me
Im still left with my misery
Im tired of waiting here fo you
Cant waste my time, im leaving you
Im leaving you...

Saturday...

Now for some real post. :p

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So it's Saturday today. Plans? Hmm, I don't know, after posting this i'll be sleeping again till 12 noon. Cook lunch, eat and sleep till my mom comes home. I plan to sleep the whole day. There. I want to be as unproductive as a sloth. Simple as that. I'm so tired from the past sem and I want to reclaim all my sleep.

Good thing I'm home alone. Hahaha... Nobody would bother my beauty rest. :)

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I got my graduation pix yesterday. They came out ok, besides the fact that I looked like a chinese. My eyes are all puffed and small. Wahaha. Goodness. I gave 2 copies (informal and sablay pose) to my bestfriend and 1 to my aunt (creative pose). I don't know what to do the rest, probably I'll give my friends my signed photo (holy sh*t!, feeling!) and the rest, oh well, I do need to go out today. I want to buy some nice frames for my pictures. Maybe after lunch I'll be going to SM Southmall to find frames. I got one 8R toga pose na nakaframe na kaso I don't know where I'll place it kasi we don't have this special place from framed photos. My brother doesn't have his yet and my parent's photos are at their respective province. So yung akin pano? Tago ko na lang muna. :) Ayoko ngang i-post dito yun. Nakakahiya. :) Hehehe....

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So yun lang. Ala naman na akong makuwento eh. I'm so looking forward to our Bolinao trip. Hay. Sana! :)

I'm gonna sleep some more....

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Sagot sa tanong

Wooops. Robbie, anong agar yung kelangan mo? :)

Hay

Hay... Yun lang. :)

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Hay

I just got back from Diliman. Thank God Kuya Knong was not mega, super lang, mad at me. Muntik ko ng mapatay 'yung mga anak kong seaweeds. I saw them this afternoon, almost lifeless na. As in puro bula na and the medium was so dirty (mukhang sabaw na ng nilaga 'yung PES medium). So what did I do the whole afternoon? I tried to revive our specimens. Oh merde! Thank goodness they're still alive!

Kaya ngayon, sobrang careful na ako. Araw-araw na ang thesis at dapat once a week napapalitan ko na ang medium. Siguro kung ako yung seaweed, malamang matagal na akong sumuko sa dumi ng paligid ko. Hay.

So tomorrow (Friday), instead of coming to the batch overnight, itutuloy ko ang paglilinis ng seaweed. Preciousssssss! Hahaha. Ok na rin yun, I kinda like what I'm doing there dahil kahit paano I'm preoccupied, sabi ko nga dati, hindi stagnant. Plus, I'm counting the days for our diving trip, not in Calatagan.... But in BOLINAO! Yup! Sa Bolinao na kami hahanap ng cultures! Yay! BOLINAO = Cultures + BEACH!

Damnit. Sana next week na yun. :))

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I want to learn how to surf. I'm planning to go to Surigao next year (summer) to catch some serious waves! Kaso paano naman ako matututo? Saan ako magppractice? Sa baha ng Padre Faura? Pwede..... Why not?! Hehe. Andami ko talagang gustong gawin! I want to know how to drive a go-kart, play guitar, photography! Dami talaga! Hay. Sana magawa ko silang lahat someday! :))

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I don't want to be in a commitment pala right now. I don't know, I just realize this: I enjoy being single! Plus the fact that marami nga akong gustong gawin, baka pag may labi dabi na ako di ko na sila magawa! (malay mo, di pareho yung likes namin) Hayy.... :) If ever I want to be in a relationship, gusto ko friends muna, as in parang bestfriends kung pwede. Hindi naman ito classified ads at hindi naman ako naghahanap ngayon, pero if ever, ito talaga yung mga gusto ko: hindi pretty boy (paiiyakin lang ako eh), may itsura at malinis, may-kaya hindi mayaman (at lalong hindi mayabang), ok yung family (drunkards, sugarols, at mga ex-hippies are no-no), saka syempre dapat mahal ako (ano ba yun, syempre, duuuhhhh?!). Iyon, actually simple lang naman yung trip ko. Ala sa mga extremes, kasi yung mga guapo pang-crush lang, ang sobrang bait hindi ubra sa ka-weirdohan ko, at ang mga player ay walang puwang sa puso ko. Aprub! Hehe.. Saka sa susunod, gusto ko yun na. I want everything to go smoothly as possible. Ayoko ng iiyak ako ng sobra. Ayoko na ng lolokohin ako. Gusto ko ako yung number #1. May tinatamaan ba? Bato-bato sa langit, ang tamaan.... well... no comment! Hahaha! Just kidding. :)

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O iyon muna ulit. I'm kinda sleepy na. Punta pa ako ng MSI tomorrow. :) Nyt nyt mah readers. :)

Ingat sa mga batchmates ko! I'm sorry I can't come! :) Baka bumula na naman ang seaweeds namin. :)

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Damn it...

I want to go to our batch outing. Hay. Kaya sunud-sunod ang punyemas na entry dito. Labis akong nalulungkot dahil sa biernes... imbes na nagbabad ako sa jacuzzi eh nakababad ako sa trabaho. Huhuhuhuhuhuh. Sana tapos na lang yung thesis ko. Wahhhhh...... Waaaaaaaaa. Tapos... Waaaaaaaaa.. Badtrip. Badtrrrrrrrriiiiiiiip! :c

Pahabol

OMG. Inggit ako sa mga sasama sa batch overnight. Damn it. Kung may kikidnap sa akin, pramis. Sasama talaga ako.

OMG

I'm really enjoying listening to Mariah. Holy Crap. What's happenin' to me?

Sembreak

Hmm. I came back from a long hiatus. Hay. So where do I begin?

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First off, I'm planning to change this lay-out. I'll probably start a new one during my free time. I found a nice lay-out to edit actually, but alas, my ever-demanding course forbids me to do so. Oh well, just wait for the freakin' updates, a miracle might happen you know.

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Yesterday on my spare time, I watched "If Only" on my brother's pc. If you're wondering why I watched that on pc and not on the VCR like some sensible person would do, well the answer is that I bought a stinkin' pirated copy of the movie and it's not compatible with our "original" VCR. It just skips when I play it there, but lo and behold when I tried it on my brother's pc, it worked! Yay! Eureka! Wohoo! (I really didn't scream for joy because it would be too darn silly.)

So I watched it. And you know what did I learn?

Never ever watch romantic movies when you have a non-existent lovelife or if your heart is recently crushed to bits by some dumb jerk. In my case, I fall on the first option. Boy oh boy, I cried so hard that my brother laughed hard (you see, our emotional statuses are very inversely proportional or ABI = HAPPY, BROTHER = SAD, ABI = SAD, BROTHER = HAPPY, we are twisted people with hippie parents). Seriously, I liked that movie, even if there are some cheesy lines (if you're an anti-romance, you'd probably puke while hearing those lines).

Honestly, I don't like to write the summary/plot, just type: "If + only + Jennifer + Love + Hewitt" on Google and probably you'll see a webpage solely devoted on giving much information about the movie.

Although I kinda predicted what was gonna happen in the end, I still liked the movie. It left me wishing that somebody out there would find me and love me like there's no tomorrow. Hay. It's a sad movie actually but you'll learn a lot of things about what love means. Hay. Just Love Her. Damn. I so want a boyfriend right now. Hahaha. Just kidding.

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So there. I really want to watch "Wallace and Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit" but i'm too broke. Anyone who'd be willing to GIVE me some money? Ha! Like somebody here is stupid to do that. :) Hmm.. I'd just probably wait for its DVD copy in Quiapo. Arrrrrr! (Oh no! I sound like a pirate! Shiver Me Timber! Arrrr!)

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I'll probably be starting to work on my thesis tomorrow. Medyo na-iin-in pa ako sa kama ko eh (Ano ako kanin?!) Hehe. To all mah batchmates out there: Mga pare! Ala akong pera for the batch overnight kina Stephie! Saka lagot-lagot na ako sa MSI dahil may field trip ata kami sa Friday! Enjoy mga dude!

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Oh well. I'm out. Peace everybody. I love you all (No I don't mean I do LOVE you ALL. Mamaya may mag-text sa akin ng: I love you too! Pakasal na tayo. --> This would be very very freaky.)

Saturday, October 01, 2005

busy

still busy!