Yup

After posting that post, I'm feeling a wee bit better.
It's like having a strong medicine that you really don't like but you need to take it dahil it'll make you feel better.
Plus, I have a fool-proof plan which will make me definitely better.
Be very very busy this last semester.
I'm gonna eat, drink, breathe stress this sem.
Papaka-toxic sa thesis.
Lamay sa exams.
Gimiks on weekends.

You made me vulnerable to pain.

Andami ko ng pinagdaanan.
Mas masakit pa sa pinagdaanan mo.
Mas masakit pa sa pinagdaanan niya.

I'm not gonna surrender on this fight.

I'm going to stay.
Yes. More than forever.
It's going to kill me, I know.
But only to prove to you that i'm stronger than you thought.

I'm rebuilding my shield.
I'm gonna be a new person.
I'll be strong.

Kaya ko to.
Kakayanin ko to.

Sabi ko nga noon:

"Obsession ba ito o true love? Anak ng tokwang nilagay sa pasibol na munggo! Maghihintay na lang ako... Di naman ako selfish eh. Kahit malaman kong may bagong babae sa buhay mo ok lang. Sapat na ang makakilala ako ng tulad mo... Ang maging kaibigan ka at maramdaman ko ang kiligin at mahulog sa patibong ng pag-ibig."