hay

we sleep all, we sleep all day...

gahd. i miss my bed so much. i miss hanging out with my bestfriend. i miss doing nothing! gahd. med life's sucking the life out of me. i know i'm doing this med thing wrong because i'll eventually lose the "passion" / drive to become what it takes to become a successful doctor. i wish i could be like Dr. Hunter "Patch" Adams (which reminds me. people, you should watch patch adams. it's a good film!)

hay. speaking of patch adams, i researched the sonnet which Patch read to his girl in Patch Adams..

Here it is :)

"I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving
but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

it's from Pablo Neruda. It's a very nice sonnet no? Very romantic!